This one is especially for the lovely people I will be leaving behind on Tuesday when I head back to the UK. I spent 16 days here, to be exact and not even a day was wasted. In fact, I’ve been on my toes for most of it that I still haven’t gotten a chance to see a lot of the important people. But never mind, I still have one more day to catch up with the rest I haven’t seen yet. I’ve been here before but it never gets easier leaving the better parts of my life behind. I’m so gonna miss my Mommy, and my baby brother and baby sister. Everyday we’re together I see bits of me in them. When I was their age I did the same things they are doing now. And that makes it all the more harder to stop thinking about all the important parts of their growth and development that I’ll be missing while I’m away. And my mommy’s my back bone and my right arm, and I miss not having her around like I used to.
I still cry all the time, and I’m sure that I am gonna cry like a baby on Tuesday – just as I did tonight. …Sigh! My Ken-Ken, I’m soooo gonna miss you. I swear there’s no one who knows me as well as you do. Others have tried, are trying, will try but have never and will never come close. I love you Mr.! The feeling Is bitter sweet and as I said, it never gets any easier. One Tuesday I have an 8 + hour journey and work right after.
…Sigh!! Until next time St. Lucia…Love you!
Xoxo, Ms. Zindzi